Friday, April 20, 2012

ASDFFSHJJKLLLL

OMGGGG PPPLLLL~! These last few days have been ASLSJKGDIFAKSNHAFMNSN WORRYING.
I'm afraid I couldn't pass this National Exam since it was real hard for me (I'm not smart and I'm a lazy ass) lmao. RLLYYYY WORRIEDDDD till now T_T omgg what should I do AS<DJA<NIDKAJSIKNIAKS
Holiday, with those worries filling my head. I'm so screwed up this time. I honestly don't rly mind with the bad score as long as I pass T_T seriouslyyyy GOD HELPPP MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN.
People around me told me to just pray and let God to the rest.. they're true. But I just can't seem to relax T_T eotteohke?!?!?!?!?!!!!!
Geez~~~ so basically Day 2&3 were HELL. COMPLETE HELL. Except for day 4, everything should be okay.. should be. SHOULD BE. I hope twas real ok.
I'm still worrying abt my score eventhough I said that I'll just depend on God T_________T ASLFJAKHFUIKHNISKDHIEWKNCISD *can't explain this feeling BEEEPPP*





Let's move on with the next topic! *distracting myself so that I won't worry about the result of NE.*

So I talked to Shery via phone and we (actually me, cause I talked too much) talked about lot of things. Shery even gave me a link to Vaness and Junho's duet MV! Junho's singing in MANDARIIIINNN *KDIEDADY* hahahahh~ He's hot there! And Vaness is a complete hottie too but I still prefer Junho since he's cute :3

SE7EN & PARK HANBYUL.
I wonder if you guys have any idea about them? OMGGGGGG I ENVY THEM TO THE MAAXXXX!
How can a couple date for 10 years??? Damn, it's a long period of time!
*clapclapclap* They really make a great couple!
Shery asked me to watch Se7en's "I'm going crazy" 


OKAAAYYY I TOTALLY MELTED. After done watching that MV, you guys should proceed to --> 

cr; to owner of this vid *bows*


So basically it was like a story about them. I mean Se7en and Hanbyul. About their fights, about what they have been through. The second link leads you to Se7en's confession about his relationship. I TOTALLY SHIP THEM!!!
Go watch it, you won't regret! 




Ah ya, by the way I've been listening to this song-> Destiny<- by Super Junior M.
SERIOOUSLLLYYYYYYYYYYYY OHMYGODOHMYGOD. Beautiful harmony~ I died already~
This song has been on my iPod for a long time, it's just that I barely notice it, until few days ago... I just happened to randomly clicked on a song, and it turned out to be this song. Then I took my iPod and read the translation~ (since it's on Mandarin) anddd DAAANGGG~!!! I MELTEDDDDD! *Breathe, Dessy, breathe.* GEEZ.
Whoever composed this song is a REAL GENIUSSSSSSSS ALLABYU!!!

Wanna catch a glimpse of the lyrics? I'll share it here~ (again, cr to whoever translated this).

Destiny- Super Junior- M

[汉字/Chinese Characters]
世界是座孤獨的城堡
彼此尋找
當天使吹響愛的號角
看到你的微笑
我在這裡 你在彼岸尋覓
日夜從我們之間流去
在人海裡 把手伸給了你
我想抓住命運的勇氣
愛 一路崎嶇 我終於能擁抱你
遇上你的命運線 觸碰到真愛的一瞬間
兩個人的命運線 兩條路有了一樣終點
別的風景再美不留戀
你是我最明媚四月天
回憶的每段碎片
做成愛的書籤
遇上你的命運線 原來天堂就是你身邊
兩個人的命運線 幸福握在交纏指縫間
用眼神無需任何語言
只要望向彼此就聽見
一首無聲的和弦
奏著永恆不變
愛你的每一天
旋轉木馬唱著d小調
童話多好
我們不用幸福的青鳥
只要互相依靠
我在這裡 你在彼岸尋覓
日夜從我們之間流去
在人海裡 把手伸給了你
我想抓住命運的勇氣
愛 一路崎嶇 我終於能擁抱你
遇上你的命運線 觸碰到真愛的一瞬間
兩個人的命運線 兩條路有了一樣終點
別的風景再美不留戀
你是我最明媚四月天
回憶的每段碎片
做成愛的書籤
遇上你的命運線 原來天堂就是你身邊
兩個人的命運線 幸福握在交纏指縫間
用眼神無需任何語言
只要望向彼此就聽見
一首無聲的和弦
奏著永恆不變
愛你的每一天
每一頁 愛的書籤(在每一頁 愛的書籤)
每一句 永恆不變(oh~永恆不變)
*遇上你的命運線 觸碰到真愛的一瞬間=
兩個人的命運線 兩條路有了一樣終點
用眼神無需任何語言
只要望向彼此就聽見
一首無聲的和弦
奏著永恆不變
愛你的每一天
_____________________________________________________________________
[拼音/Pinyin]
shi jie shi zuo gu du de cheng bao
bi ci xun zhao
dang tian shi chui xiang ai de hao jiao
kan dao ni de wei xiao
wo zai zhe li ni zai bi an xun mi
ri ye cong wo men zhi jian liu qu
zai ren hai li ba shou shou shen gei le ni
wo xiang zhua zhu ming yun de yong qi
ai yi lu qi qu wo zhong yu neng yong bao ni
yu shang ni de ming xian du peng dao zhen ai de yi shun jian
liang ge ren de ming yun xian liang tiao lu you le yi yang zhong dian
bie de feng jing zai mei bu liu lian
ni shi wo zui ming mei si yue tian
hui yi de mei duan sui pian
zuo cheng ai de shu qian
yu shang ni de ming yun xian yuan lai tian tang jiu shi ni sheng bian
liang ge ren de ming yun xian xing fu wo zai jiao chan zhi feng jian
yong yan shen wu xu ren he yu yan
zhi yao wang xiang bi ci jiu ting jian
yi shou wu sheng de he xian
zou zhe yong heng bu bian
ai ni de mei yi tian
xuan zhuan mu ma chang zhe d xiao diao
tong hua duo hao
wo men bu yong xing fu de qing niao
zhi yao hu xiang yi kao
wo zai zhe li ni zai bi an xun mi
ri ye cong wo men zhi jian liu qu
zai ren hai li ba shou shen gei le ni
wo xiang zhua zhu ming yun de yong qi
ai yi lu qi qu wo zhong yu neng yong bao ni
yu shang ni de ming xian du peng dao zhen ai de yi shun jian
liang ge ren de ming yun xian liang tiao lu you le yi yang zhong dian
bie de feng jing zai mei bu liu lian
ni shi wo zui ming mei si yue tian
hui yi de mei duan sui pian
zuo cheng ai de shu qian
yu shang ni de ming yun xian yuan lai tian tang jiu shi ni sheng bian
liang ge ren de ming yun xian xing fu wo zai jiao chan zhi feng jian
yong yan shen wu xu ren he yu yan
zhi yao wang xiang bi ci jiu ting jian
yi shou wu sheng de he xian
zou zhe yong heng bu bian
ai ni de mei yi tian
mei yi ye ai de shu qian (zai mei yi ye ai de shu qian)
mei yi ju yong heng bu bian (oh~ yong heng bu bian)
yu shang ni de ming yun xian du peng dao zhen ai de yi shun jian
liang ge ren de ming yun xian liang tiao lu you le yi yang zhong dian
yong yan shen wu xu ren he yu yan
zhi yao wang xiang bi ci jiu ting jian
yi shou wu sheng de he xian
zou zhe yong heng bu bian
_____________________________________________________________________
[English Translation]
The world is a lonely castle
Mutually seeking
On that day the bugle horns that announce love
Saw your smile
I am here and you on the opposite shore, searching
Days and nights flow away from us
In this sea of people I stretch out my hand to you
The courage that makes me want me catch hold of destiny
Love is a rugged road and I finally can hug you
Meeting your string of destiny, that split second where I experienced real love
The strings of destiny of two people, two roads leading to the same end point
other sights leave no memories
You are my most beautiful April day
Every fragment of memories
Made into the bookmarks of love
Meeting your string of fate, heaven means being right by your side
The strings of fate of two people; Happiness is held in the spaces between interlocked fingers
Through eyecontact there is no need for words
There is only a need to look towards the other to hear
A soundless harmony
Performing forever and never changing
Every day that I love you
The merry go round sings a minor D
Tow good are fairytales
We do not need the green birds of happiness
We just need to lean on each other
I am here and you on the opposite shore, searching
Days and nights flow away from us
In this sea of people I stretch out my hand to you
The courage that makes me want me catch hold of destiny
Love is a rugged road and I finally can hug you
Meeting your string of destiny, that split second where I experienced real love
The strings of destiny of two people, two roads leading to the same end point
other sights leave no memories
You are my most beautiful April day
Every fragment of memories
Made into the bookmarks of love
Meeting your string of fate, heaven means being right by your side
The strings of fate of two people; Happiness is held in the spaces between interlocked fingers
Through eyecontact there is no need for words
There is only a need to look towards the other to hear
A soundless harmony
Performing forever and never changing
Every day that I love you
Every page, there is love’s bookmark (in every page there is love’s bookmark)
Every line, forever unchanging (oh~ forever unchanging)
Meeting your string of destiny, that split second where I experienced real love
The strings of destiny of two people, two roads leading to the same end point
Through eyecontact there is no need for words
There is only a need to look towards the other to hear
A soundless harmony
Performing forever and never changing
Every day that I love you


How was it? SWEETTTT??????

"Meeting your string of fate, heaven means being right by your side~"

I. TOTALLY. AGREE. OHMYGOD.

BEAUTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Some people must've experienced that kind of love-life story.. which makes me feel the need to squeal and hug them- to show how proud and envious I am towards them. 
Meeting someone destined for you, isn't it just romantic?
I also want that kind of destinyyyyyy!!!!!!!! T^T Ohmygod please~ hahahahh *God please bear with me, I'm kind of moody and needy* XD


Words are never enough for me to express my love for this song T_T what can I say!!!!!!!!! I'm all blank while imagining things like; can I meet someone destined for me in a destined way? *WTH that was confusing, wasn't it?*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ KABOOOOM~! I'll just sulk in my bed T__________________________________________________T



thanks for reading this nonsense post, GOODNIGHT! <3



Monday, April 16, 2012

NATIONAL EX [ DAY 1 ]

Hi peopleeee~!
I should be studyin' instead of blogging.. but who cares. I'm never on the mood to study anyway~ T_T *please slap me* lmao~
I wanna whine so bad! Since today has been a dreadful day to me..well, I should start telling what happened when I wake up.

So...
I woke up at 6:30. Went shower but when I was about to step out of the bathroom, suddenly my left shoulder aches so bad I don't know why!!!!!! It hurts so bad whenever I try to move my left shoulder TT^TT
The next bad thing is that I arrived at school around 7:30. Then Asih called me, asking me to hurry up when I was just walking slowly like a boss B) Turned out I was late!!!!!!!!! I arrived at 7:30 when I should be there at 7:15 WTFFFFFFWTFFFFF WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME T_T



Okay. National Exam Day 1. Bahasa Indonesia.
I have nothing to complain about the supervisors. They're both kind *since they didn't complain much* lmao I'm being biased again~
BUT THE THING IS. I should have written my name and answers on the question sheet but I didn't!!! Silly me!! I can't predict about my score then T_____T *I'll be forever curious about this.
Bahasa Indonesia. Most people underestimate this subject. It's kinda hard too, since the answers are damn complicated and confusing ASLDJSAIFKDNFILSMIDSAVKNIASKNFCKXVNIASXKNADSKZZZZZZZ
I CAN'T EXPECT FOR A GOOD SCORE T_T

*ready to stab those ppl who made the questions* kkk

Home. I've been walking like zombies, since my left shoulder still aches. Mom laughed at my poor condition T_T omg but then she put some ointment on my poor shoulder >_< thanku Mom allabyu~~
Ah ya~! Not forgetting about my flu this morning. It didn't really distract me tho~ but I wish I'd recover soon..

I consumed panadol once I get home. I was reading a fanfiction when I heard LIGHTNING STRIKEEEESSSSSSSSSSS!!! I'm forever hating THUNDER/LIGHTNING OKAAAAYYYY!! 
Then I decided to put my handphone away from me. Scary shit.
I rolled on my bed, not doing anything and I fell asleep. I feel better by now that I can move my left shoulder abit >_< Thank GOD!!

And here I am, blogging when I have lots of paper to study..




Messy, right??






I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS SHIT TO END!!!!!
WISH ME LUCK PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED MOREEEE!!!









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