Oh my god I can't believe it's Monday tomorrow!!!!
I'm starting to hate Monday thanks to campus life #k. Well class starts at 9 (so can sleep till 7) and ends at 12:20 on Monday and 14:50 on Tuesday-Thursday but still, there are too much assignments to be done and.....
I've said before that I have problems with confidence. I feel so sick whenever the lecturer starts to ask questions and point random students to answer. I would be like "what if I can't answer?" "What if people laugh at me?"
I really think I need someone to talk to about this, someone who would encourage me and understands me, and would be willing to help me get through this. You have no idea how shitty that feels.
I'm writing this post while listening to EXO-M's Baby Don't Cry and this song has successfully made me wanna cry.. TT
I don't know, man.. I really don't know..
Can someone please teach me how to be confident of myself? I suck at it.
I really think that I need to get used to this brand new society. Adjusting yourself in the whole new society isn't easy at all, and this makes me miss school..
I miss talking to my friends, I miss making them listen to K-Pop, I miss sneaking snacks on the drawer, I miss going to the canteen together and I miss eating ice creams with my classmates..
Those are the things I wish I could do with my new friends here :'(
Everything was so free back then...
This post is so useless but-
:'( :'( :'(
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